I cant trust anyone, my mum turned on me. even as im thinking of writing this i know everyone would think im being 'over dramatic amy'. im remembering everything bad thats happened this last year and i want to die. whats the point. im stuck in limbo, and im getting better and then something happens and my 'dad' comes back and i go crazy again. they wont let me be a nurse im too psycho. my mum promised me a load of things that she wouldnt let dad do, and one of them she offered to him. she promised. why does no one care about me anymore? i feel so alone. i wish i had enough to overdose on. i feel like im locked in a mental place in this room all the time.